I should be doing homework right now.
I should be calling Terry right now.
I should be doing something constructive right now.
But all I can think about is how everyone says I treat Terry like shit.
and I don't actually know who it is that's telling everyone that, but it's pissing me off.


I have friends, that are guys.
I'll hug them, and laugh with them.
And then I have my boyfriend, Terry, who I'll call at midnight and talk to till 2am, barely saying a word.
I have Terry, who will keep me warm when it's cold, even if it means sacrificing his own warmth.
I have Terry, who took me back, even after I put him through hell for two months for going out with another girl.
After I had broken up with him.


Terry ≠ My friends.
Terry > My friends.
(not in a mean way)



I want Science O to start.
Right now.
I'm sick of this shit in my life, and I need something to distract me.